Day 2- how do you do this for 100 days?

Hi all,

Got off to an ok start today. Woke up and didn't feel hungry but had my raspberry shake and a black tea (tea first to wake me up) but the shake made me feel like i wanted to be sick. I actually held my nose to take away the yucky powder taste. Hoped my veg soup at lunch would be better. Morning went quickly as I had lectures, and drank my 2l of water that I took with me.

However, it then came to be time for my second nutrition fix of the day- and I was reluctant... I can honestly say I have never hated a food as much as I hated that soup. It was foul, disgusting, cringe-worthy. And I normally like vegetable soup! I tried to use half the pack to make crisps but it didnt work and i ended up with a load of soggy, gunky, powdery tasting blobs! Yuck! I didnt want to but I HAD to throw it away, so I had a 1/4 of a multivitamin tablet to try and replace some of the lost nutrients. I also had a mint hot chocolate which was yummmmmmmm.... made it with peppermint tea. So that made me feel slightly more chirpy. I can see myself living of the chocolate and chicken flavours - plus the bars when I'm finally allowed them!

I dont honestly know how I'm supposed to ingest all this disgusting stuff, Im gonna take it to my LLC on Friday and ask her advice. Maybe she has some suggestions. I would rather have nothing at all but I know I need the nutrition so for now will try and carry on, think positive and imagine how worth it it will all be when I'm slim!

Job interview tomorrow, feeling positive about that and it will take the days focus off food (or lack off). Still dont feel hungry or crave anything, feel good in myself too despite it being TOTM! Even watched my bf eat yummy sausages a min ago and didnt try and eat them!

Love y'all. Speak soon, hope it gets easier!
xx